Diari Seorang Guru Cindayuh

Mid term Holiday is great thing for skool students, but when a young adult students (degree, course @whatever), i guess it is nightmare (especially hujung2x cuti) because pada mesti siapkan "kerja2x sekolah". Biasalah when it comes to holiday takda sapa yang expect kita mau buat keja sekolah. Compare kepada org yang berkarier mostly takda tugasan yang kacau yang abis cuti musti sent. hahaha.

Bagi insan seperti gua minggu2x ni la adreanline rush menyerapi mental gue ini. maccam2x mau buat and sent bila cuti abis. report, paperwork and so on. but anyway nasib baik gue menggunakan "teori pasti berlalu" hopefully things become better. kuang2x.

well life as a student is stress but fun i guesss. mungkin sebab dah matang in term of age but maybe blum sgt in terms of adult thinking, i rather takes all this challenge as hiburan. by the way org dah byr gaji tiap2x for study tanpa perlu bayar apa2x mcm PTPTN, why bother? hahahaha. apa2x pun stedi aku!

Sepanjang cuti gue yang lima minggu ini, pada dua minggu pertama (awal Mei) gue telah mengikuti 1part of kurikulum KPLI known as School Based Experience. Well nama dulu for SBE is ROS (Rancangan Orientasi Sekolah). So what the heck is it? Well dalam this kursus gue dikehendaki pergi ke satu sekolah rendah tak kira which part of Malaysia yang gue sukai. So I telah memilih sekolah I waktu I muda2x remaja dulu.

Wpun gue dikehendaki ke sekolah, gue secara bertulisnya tidak boleh mengajar. gue just observe and observe the skool from the management till kepada budak2xnya.then lepas observe buat folio. begitulah ceritanya. hmmm. Bila sampai sekolah terus gue teringat kisah2x kegemilangan gue di skolah tersebut. "padang rumput prairie" yang owez gue and kawan2x gue pi main guling2x bollywood, skateboarding ala-ala atas salji telah dipagar supaya budak2x x masuk ke hutan. well memang patut dipagar wpun dulu gue rajin kuar masuk hutang setiap hari jumaat.

Parit besar tempat gue main cari berudu b4 masuk ke kelas sesi petang juga telah dipagar. pendek kata seluruh sekolah telah dipagar. kuang2x. Then murid2x sini pun dah berkurang jumlahnya dari segi kapasiti banding waktu gue dulu. 1 sesi dkt 1000++. Pengalaman deal with the kids satu yang menarik as dorang ni mcm2 ada punya perangai. they are now more open to speak to the teacher. kdg2x ada yang ckp mcm org tua la pulak. tapi gue sik kan lupa berpoco-poco dgn budak2x waktu assembly. best giler. hhahaha.

lastly the teachers (especially yang mengajar time gue blaja di sana) were very eager to see me. mcm artis la pulak. And i felt very proud as I'm able to see them and say yo teacher, I'm folllowing ur steps as an educator now. what a surprise. What i notice about my teachers now is the older they are the wiser they were. dulu i still remember boleh thn strict and garang dorang, but now they still strict tapi thp ke"wiser"an dorang terserlah. Well every generation has it own ways to guide and teach. tuntutan pada that zaman berbeza compare to now.

Last but not least, I'm very happy to come back to the skool after leaving it for 12 years. And I'm proud to say that whatever kesuksesan gue dalam membaca, mengira, menulis, main bola, main bass dram, ikat necktie dan lain-lain bermula from they all. You're da best!